tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5588580155377400217.post1732104700463162502..comments2023-04-12T06:37:56.276-07:00Comments on gdhc: What I KnowLisahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14132011975814912150noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5588580155377400217.post-70965480133104081562013-07-09T12:51:18.301-07:002013-07-09T12:51:18.301-07:00You absolutely cannot let cancer run your life!!! ...You absolutely cannot let cancer run your life!!! I have never wanted people to know me as the girl who has cancer, Im Amanda and I happen to be fighting cancer...but cancer will never be who I am. <br /><br />And I know about holding onto that little shred of hope that you will naturally have a baby...my gyno does a yearly ultrasound to see if she can see my ovaries, but year after year she cant see them, which means they are still fried and shriveled up from the radiation...I have given up on having a second child naturally. Me and Cody have talked about adopting a child too, unfortunately it wont be any time soon...but I hope you and Chad will one day get your baby :) Its pretty amazing being a mom!! It is however very hard to explain to a 5 year old what's going on with mommy and very heartbreaking! Its always in the back of my mind, what if cancer does take my life this time...will Aiden remember me, how hurt would he be, I couldn't put him through that much pain and heartbreak!! As a mother I could never cause my child to feel like that...yes eventually we all die, but he is 5 and needs his mommy!!!AmandaLeahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04292349622250293444noreply@blogger.com